I'm not blogging much at all today as my head feels like it got hit my a semi-truck.
But all day I've been groggy and tired. When I get like this I start thinking about how I have dont have that someone special to truely care about. I've been getting over my lack of a relationship but the feeling comes back now and again. It'll be better when I become more independent, I tell myself. How does one become more independent when he doesn't have the "wan"t to learn how to drive a car? I need to get on that.

Off to bed. My head is not allowing me to look at the screen on my iPod.

Nothing important today. Just hanging around doing nothing. I'm making icons too hopefully make this place an icon dump :B

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So I saw Transformers 2 today. I thought it was amazing. The special effects were flawless and the action was intense. I was only bothered by Megan Fox just being a pretty ego-tistical face the whole time. Her fame from the first movie has made her so much promiscuous (unless she was like that before, maybe I'm wrong). I don't know, she's a good actor and clearly flawless - just too promiscuous. Plus her magical white pants that never got dirty from rolling around in the dirt and sand bothered me :B I need to get me a pair of those.

Go see it.

On the real world side. It hailed today. In June. How ridiculous.
22 out of 26 days this month it rained. Nice right?

Today was pretty busy.
I've thought a lot about getting a job, I feel like getting a job is equivilant to learning to swim in the deep end for some reason. I always compare it to that feeling. I guess the feeling of independance and self-wealth makes me feel like I'm drowning in responsiblility? I worked today for an old woman who had to garden and fix a few electronics. She makes me appreciate the little things like a DVD player or Radio that I fixed in 3 seconds because she pressed a wrong button. Making someone like that happy makes me feel accomplished. Dirty work included picking weeds.. A lot of weeds. Atleast I made a little old lady happy for some pocket change :)
I saw an old friend as well today, it's been six years. He changed and grew up so much. The last time I saw him he was a foot shorter and had broken toddler English for a 7 year old. He speaks normal now and has a totally different face. I barely recognized him. It's funny how people change so much infront of your eyes day by day little by little. It was good seeing him.

RIP
Michael Jackson
"King of Pop"

I went to a place today that is close to your house. In my mind I was anticipating you to be there, since it's one of your favorite eat in restuarants. I was disappointed, but also relieved to see you were not there. Relieved because we could not make it known we're in love if we were to meet again. I wish to see you one more time before you move farther, but I know one day we will meet again.

Goodnight and goodluck, I love you.